Imagine this!

Imagine this!
If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, and people around you said that you're the best couple that they've ever seen, it made you didn't wanna end the relationship.


But, what will you do, when both of you still love each other , one of you all must go to the other city to continue your/his/her study? "Long Distance Relationship" (LDR) or "End The Relationship" (ETR)? What a difficult choice.

Yes, I know both of them have the same word in the end sentences, "RELATIONSHIP". But, they have the different meaning.

Ok, that is what I feel right now. I ever had a boyfriend, (just call him) "Mr. A", he was my senior at Senior High School (actually at Junior High School, too.). Both of us were so love each other. But, one day, when he talked to me on the phone, he told that he wanted to end our relationship, just because he would continue his study to the university at the other city (our cities are separated by the sea and because of that, I felt it's too far from my city.), and he didn't want to do LDR. And do you know? I was sad at the moment, my tears were falling down.

"What's happening with you? Are you crying?", he asked me like that on the phone.
"Huh? Nope! Don't worry, I'm O.K. here. HAHAHA.", I answered him with the forced laughing.
"Are you crying?", He asked me once again."Never-mind, just crying if you wanna cry."
"Yes, I'm crying. It's still so hard to believe."

Yes! Until now, I feel that's still so hard to believe. How could it be? We've built this relationship about a year, and we never had a lot of big problem, must end this relationship.

And now, we're not a couple again, because that reason. We ended that when our 1st anniversary. Is it so hurt? Honestly, it's really hurt to accept the reality that we're not together like before again. But...... I think, maybe he feels the same, so I'm not feeling hurt alone.

My life is so long, and (maybe) it's not the important thing for me now. Cause, if he is my soulmate, he will come back to me. But, if he isn't, God will give me a better man than him. God alone knows. (Although, I really want him back to my life again. :"))

Want to be A's again, Angelica Wala.